Can't believe school's started already. Lots of unpleasantries await of course T_T. Somehow I got roped into Social Chair for Kendo Club, and now me and Irma has a crapload of work piled on us by the sempai-tachi...

Yesterday's Japanese 100A looked HARD. Even though the practice quiz didn't count, one look at it and I almost gave up. Ugh, lots of Kanji to learn this quarter, and that's not even the worst part. It's required to get dictionaries now, so I might have to run to Kinokuniya to grab some before 3rd week. I'm considering to get one of those electronic dictionaries too, but those are expensive @_@ so I don't know...

Math...It's manageable I guess? As long as I keep it up I SHOULD be fine -__-. Still a bit worried about it.

And I'll just have to see about Chem. Supposedly the prof is very good but he's arrogant. I'll see how that works in 15 min.

I have a feeling that Physics Lab is gonna KILL next monday. 3 hrs from 5-8pm. x_x makes me tired just thinking about it.

Hmm...I'm going home today and coming back Sat night or Sun morning...haven't decided yet. There's practice at noon on Sun so I really need to go. Don't want to look bad in front of the new people and the beginners. I'm already dead from working out yesterday though, so I might end up looking bad anyways...

Roomie's pretty nice. She's from East LA so she goes home a lot. She left on monday night actually and said she's getting her books, and she didn't come back until this morning. My room got a bit depressing...

I'll have to say...0 wk kinda sucked....

Meh. Time for Chem.

Got absolutely owned by Nicholle's friend Stephen from Japanese class. He brought an actual console over and the three of us played for about an hr after dinner XD. Super Mario World is so CUTE!!!! and Ness owns X_X...

The actual N64 controller took a while to get used to lol. C-buttons confuse me too.


Yay. Now its study-study time! I hate honorifics >:E

ok i'm not going to ruin it, but it DOES NOT END!!!! T____T RAWRRRRRRRRRRR

...but yes it was hilarious XDDD~~~ and johnny depp is HOT!!!! hehehehe~~~






On a side note, I think I'm finally getting sick of being here...it's lonely....*sniff*






〜きょうから、あたらしいのはじまり〜　＝）

砕け散った色のない時間
隙間に落ち　幻を見た
そこに生きて　鼓動を響かせ全て奪いつくす
狂おしいほどに自由を求め咲き乱れ舞う黒い花
ただ過ちの甘い蜜に塗れた欲望

もう帰る場所など無い　過去など深い海の泡
生まれては消えてく　光を見つけられずに
いつか吐き捨てられた存在
頑な夢と剥がれた嘘の中へ
果てなく墜ちてゆくだけ

絡み付いたまやかしの時間
綱の上を這う足跡と
谷に落ちた悲鳴の木霊が
全て壊し醒める
煽られた未知の影　突き立てる
優し気な声　震わせて
誰もをのみ込み　哀れみ請うような欲望

もう帰る場所などない
未来は深い闇の底
穢れ　恥じらい　また
光を塗りつぶしてく
いつか戯れに描く真実
染まりゆくままに
裂かれた時の中へ
果てなく堕ちてゆくだけ

破られた羽衣の細い糸
雫をたたえ湿りゆく
この紛れもない幻想　繋がれた欲望
もう帰る場所など無い　過去など深い海の泡
生まれては消えてく　光を見つけられずに
いつか吐き捨てられた存在
頑な夢と剥がれた嘘の中へ
果てなく墜ちてゆくだけ

もう帰る場所など無い
未来は深い闇の底
穢れ　恥じらい　また
光を塗りつぶしてく
いつか戯れに描く真実
染まりゆくままに
裂かれた時の中へ
果てなく墜ちてゆくだけ

-- Greedy by Momo from I've


Such a blah day. Well. It didn't start out blah. Cause I went to Little Tokyo with Emily in the afternoon. Went shopping for crack and sugar fix and what not. Bought my work book for Japanese next quarter (tEH CHEAPNESS...compared to our student store at least..). Had BBQ for lunch (whee). And lots of Emily pokage XD. But it was a LOT more civilized compared to when I went there every time with Alanna tho...cause the parents were there....T_T||. Mehh...in my opinion...we didn't spend enough time in Kinokuniya...

After Emily left I went back to finish up the comp stuff. Had to build 2 comps for my parents company yesterday, and so I gotta install the OS on there. Turned out the Windows decided to play hooky and stupid and it took me a while to make it stop being retarded (screw you Microsoft!!! XPP)...yea. Not having a fun time making it do what I want it to do...

Whee...went to Simbala last night for dinner with Steven and his friends XD. Haven't ate there in so long. Watched Inside Man in the mall afterwards. Let's just say that the plot was very...convoluted...-__-;; but it was a good movie though. I just didn't understand everything lol.

Can't wait for Knotts on friday!!!!! XDD~ Kendo group W00T!!

okie...going back to slave off transferring files...

Definitely. You scored 56% Cold and 56% Level-Headed!

You can kill. But the question "Why would you?" arises. Out of safety or cruelty?

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 62% on Cold You scored higher than 49% on Level-Headed

Link: The Can You Kill a Man? Test written by notmarkflynn on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

ugh...my head hurts >__<, we had a crazy day today lol. Me, emily, steven, julia and janice went karaokeing in Sawtelle and had so much fun XD. I think I killed a lot of brain cells though o_O from last night's concert haha. My right ear's still not completely back yet. Aiwen and Emily came to visit yesterday~. It was pretty fun going together (except for the traffic) with Vickie's sister Cindy. Although I still wish I had brought my camera in...

Hmm...I was kinda sleepy during the concert o.o;; the bass made me waaayyy too comfy.

I think I'll update more on this later...I'm pretty dead right now...bed~ *flops* XD~ nights!

Your Birthdate: November 29

You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings. You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action. Your strength: Your vivid imagination Your weakness: Fear of failure Your power color: Coral Your power symbol: Oval Your power month: November

Hmm...somewhat true...but why can't my color be purple!? RAWR

Hmm..Ashley just left for Santa Barbara. I guess it's just me and my room again. Last time she left for a weekend while I stayed, it was pretty scary and unnerving sleeping by myself in this room. It gets pretty dark at night...

Well, I discovered more music on my comp o.O that I never knew existed. lol. Pretty good random stuff.

My back still feels like shit.

Ugh...I'm so not looking forward to the CS final tomorrow. It makes me sad just thinking about it. I really really wish I can pass this class T__T;; All I can do to study for the damn test is read the stupid bland ugly boring book x_x...it's CS...how the hell do you study for this??

I almost feel asleep this morning in Classics lol. Sooo weird. I never used to fall asleep in Classics o.o;; I must have been pretty tired X_x. Alanna was next to me doing random LJ stuff...and occasionally patting me on the head when she noticed I was zoning out. I wonder what the pplz behind us were thinking...hahaha. Oh crap, I still gotta do the readings too.

This morning was pretty funny. Apparently Alanna was awake when my alarm rang, and she said the thing scared the shit out of her hahaha. Its the kind that makes me panic and rush to turn off, and its like...super loud. And then I presumed to sit in bed for 5 min until I convinced myself that I really needed to go to today's lecture. Mmm...that took a bit of an effort...but yea, at least I got my ass out of bed for the final day of class Xp

hehe~ concert next wk~~~ XD can't wait...

Yea yea I know...I haven't updated this thing since like..october o.O mmm...I'm bored and Alanna's up visiting Michelle in Acacia (Arcadia LOL)..

Let's see...it's the first time in a looong while that I actually finished one of my comp sci projects early. Pretty surprising. Although it was pretty painful cause I was doing it on a day when I had a massive headache X__X. I think it came from Ashley playing with my hair earlier...

Apparently I got another package...but its at the freaking Hedrick front desk!! What the hell...I so don't understand why it would be there. I hadn't even ordered anything lately...

Speaking of ordering stuff, I upgraded my computer!!! (YAAYYY!~~~) Its really fast now, and it actually has USB 2.0!! I'm really really happy. Ironic thing is...after I brought the parts from home and finished putting everything in, I realized I needed a new power supply -_____-;;. So I had to get that from newegg...and it came pretty fast, surprisingly. I got a new graphics card too!! XD~ with DVI~ hehe...now all I need is a new keyboard/mouse and a new monitor!! yayyy (I'm aiming for the 19" Hyundai XD) Hopefully I can get it by like next month or something...*excited*~

oh...crap I still need to order cases for my parents...I'm building 2 new comps for their new company thingy -__-...more work for me over spring break *BLEH*

Had 2 finals in the last 2 days. Japanese. One more to go tomorrow...its this interview thingy where we get tested on the spoken aspect. The two part (or rather...three part) final was so easy...it's just the stupid particles that gets me...oh well. I think I only got a few points off...hehe I'm so expecting an A in this class.

Classics on the other hand...well...I'm..uh..pretty behind on the readings......

I got a C+ on my last paper for Classics...I'm gonna go argue with the TA on tuesday. -__-...shes such a bad TA ARGHH can't stand her...

Comp Sci...
Don't really have much to say about it. Proj1 (which was pretty easy) and HW1 scores came out like a month ago...didn't do that well. HW2 was alright. HW3 and Proj2 scores JUST came out -__- (I don't know what the HELL they're doing...the final's on saturday dammit) and I'm happy to say that the scores look very nice XD. I just wish they'd grade faster...

Maybe I won't be failing CS this quarter *puppy eyes~*
..hmm...I did horrible on the midterm though...

Mehhh...I'm sore all over...from working out this time. X_x. I think I'm going to take a shower and do my laundry and (try to) study for the CS final. Yea...let's see how much work I can get done with Alanna here...XD

~whee

DUDEEEE....I'm like...still sore from kendo XD, and on top of that, I've got my period, and on top of THAT!!! ...I just had my flu shot...

I had NO idea that what a flu shot is is a killed virus, and they give it to you so that your body can get used to it so I'll never contract it again....but DAMN IT HURTS DUDEEEEEEEEEE TT____TT. I think I'm starting to have side-effects, like headache and sore throat...so yea...my body is SO not happy.

And omg, I went back last night cause of the doctor's appointment this morning. Basically I had a check-up (It was...disturbing cause the doc looks everywhere...-__-;;), and then the nurse (SAME ONE!!!) stabbed me again for the shot. It's still very owie >__<;;;

I got to UCLA about 5pm, went to dinner w/floormates, and then had to go all the way to Boelter for the SWE meeting cause I missed the first one. Well, the internships sounds really interesting though, and I got to bond w/this other girl in my CS class ^_^...

Hmm...which reminds me, I went to a Disney World Internship presentation on Tues. It was very exciting and I also got an interview for it. But the thing is, its during Spring quarter, and if I get in, I will miss a whole quarter of school (compared to getting free admission to Disney World XDD). Still don't know if I'm willing to commit yet.

ZOMG...I was going to do my math hw (that was assigned last weekend and due tomorrow X__X) last night at home...but my mom made me DO STUFF!! ARGHHHH...so I lugged my stupid math book w/me for no reason at alllllllll dammiiiitttttt XP


mehh...I think I'll go do it now T_T...

LAYING AMONGST DOKATSU IS UPDATED OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG


MUAHAHHA no class tomorrow (or rather...today) till like 3:30 in the afternoon XDD~


Just came back from getting my smoothie (yes at midnight) from Puzzles (that opens til 2 XD) hehe~

...and you know what this means! SUGAR HIGHHHHH




wow new record I updated like 3 times today

hehehehhehehhehe uploaded pixxxxxx XDDDDDDDDDDDD


go see XD

Just came back from the ACM (association of computing machinery) meeting. It was kind of boring for the most part, but a lot of the stuff were pretty interesting and a lot of opportunities were introduced. I think I signed up for too much stuff at the end...lol. Lets see, I signed up for:

ICPC - basically this programming team that solves real world programming problems and competes regionally(?)
ESC - volunteer tutoring for high schools in engineering, science and computer subjects
Projects/Game Console - project groups that builds games and what not
this other one that I don't remember what it was for....hahah

The game that they created was pretty cool. It was like this basketball thing that kills people when you hit them with it.

Got free software!!! One Note 2003 XD....too bad I can't use it >_<;;

MUAHAHHAHAAHAH

Embraced in all desires
hoshi garu karada tsukiru made
hayaku nukedasu nara nogasenai moment
To save you from the dark

I want it higher.
To get into his light.

Stay on my side mabushii sekai wo misetai
Let us exceed mou jikan ga nai are you in?

13, 12, 11, 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2

Afraid of all the science
soredemo motomeru shinka shitai
shizumu seijaku kara shinobiyoru countdown
It is the final call!!

I want it higher.
To get into his sight.

Stay on my side kara wo hikisaite change our fate.
Let us exceed chi no hate made are you in?

I wanna be there.
Need to be closer.
I want it higher.
To get into his light.

Stay on my side mabushii sekai wo misetai
Let us exceed mou jikan ga nai todoke!

Stay on my side genkai wo ima koete
Frail is the world yume ja nai sa are you in?

13, 12, 11, 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1

...somehow it sounds yaoi...or is it just me? XD

US Ver:

Embraced in all desires
Slowly I am crawling towards the end
I lose sight of the exit, I want to find a moment
To save you from the dark

I want it higher.
To get into his light

Stay on my side
Half-way through the world, change our fate
Let us exceed
Nothing garanteed, are you in?

13, 12, 11, 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2

Afraid of all the science
We need a revolution, to find a meaning tonight
there’s too much silence, I still can hear the countdown
It is the final call!

I want it higher
To get into his sight

Stay on my side
Half-way through the world, change our fate
Let us exceed
Nothing's garanteed, are you in?

I wanna be there.
Need to be closer.
I want it higher.
To get into his light.

Stay on my side
Half-way through the world, change our fate
Let us exceed
Nothing garanteed, are you in?

Stay on my side
How are we supposed to change our fate
Frail is the world
Nothing's garanteed, are you in?

13, 12, 11, 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1


ZOMG THE PV IS HOTTTT XDDDDD








how do u put up pix here again...?

GAHHHH...dammit emily...why why WHY couldn't you have given me that list earlier??? Burning 40 cds in 1 sitting is NOT happy T_____T I stayed up till 4 this morning finishing it up and my mom had the bright idea of trying to drag me out of bed at 10!!!...needless to say...I am very @(#*&(!%..

hmm....so here I am...copying the rest of loveless and sukisyo on to the mac so alanna can have it later....and of course, trying to leech virtual pc for mac (hopefully) so that I can bring my bl games w/me, adobe creative suite for mac, and toast 7 XD

oh yea, I dled a rm version of the pot movie, but I wanted the avi one, so I got the dvdrip of it. And when I played it...I realized that 1. it is NOT subbed!! in any way, shape or form! and 2. IT'S DISC 1!!! and yea...so I had to go back and find disc 2 and dl it T_T its so big...both files are 700mb....please dont die >_<...but yea..it was kinda retarded

hehehehehhehe NYAAHAH I found a new bl game!!! XD 花町物語!! OMG IT IS SO PRETTY!~~ lol from the makers of silver chaos. Actually the art style's pretty much the same, just character designs are different. Shuuri's so cute! hehehe~~

Listened to a couple of bl drama last night while I was burning (EMILY *ahem* *comes after w/knife*) hehe~ XY was soooo cute (except for the parts that the mom tried to have sex w/him...=__=;;) Ishida Akira's voice is so uke-ish and so Athrun-ish!!! (I luv u Athrun!! XD) but omg...the pplz r right...he does sound like he's dying during H scenes.........^_^;;;;; aaaand the other one I listened to w/a visual guide lol, 恋する暴君 it's really cute too haha and the freetalk was CRACK!! midorikawa-sann~~hahah

rawr...emily you better come over today or I will really kill you for all the cds you made me burn!! >:E~





nyahaha~ im done w/most of my packing! It consists of: 1 big suit case, 1 medium suit case bag thingy, 1 storage container (that's PURPLE!!! WOOT), alanna's wood box w/stuff added (heavy~ X_x), 1 big box, 1 bag of bedding....

i might be still missing (don't know if I need to bring these at a later date..like sat -__- yea my moms making me come back on sat....): food (chips), eating utensils, STUFFED ANIMALS!!! (ESPECIALLY SESSHY~~~ NYAHAHA), posters, bottled water, bike (?), anime cds XD, black cabinet that can lock...

Man...such a long day today...sorta...

First of all, I went to the dentist this morning with my mom to get a check up before I go to college. The doc looked at my retainers and said that they were in a pretty good condition, and took off some resin that was still on my teeth. And the came the sad part...the nurse who cleaned my teeth for me was so freaking rough on me!! It HURTED when she tried to put the toothpaste on!!! and I swear...she kept on taking the pointy thingy and sticking it in between my teeth for so long!! argh my teeth still hurts thinking about it. Hmm..then we went to downtown cause mom wanted to drop something off...the thunderstorm was so crazy on the freeway lol. Then we came home and mom wanted me to call the insurance comp today again so I can take the car to the shop -__-;;...the guy was confused by my mom's english so I had to do all the talking lolz. Later I played with the mac some more and OMG alanna's skills are so AWESOME! I LUV U ALANNA!!!~~~ hahahaha my mac is so pretty~~

So then...I went to my bro's back to school night. Listened to his teacher talk and stole a handful of hershy's kisses afterwards XD. Yep, nothing eventful much there..

And OMG!! GACKT'S NEW ALBUM DIABOLOS IS OUT!!!!! ゲットだよ！Pretty good too from the sound of it!!! It's such a relief that its nothing like Love Letters X__x;;

Haha..and of course, the REVIVAL OF MY LIVE JOURNAL~~ I figured I really should get one before losing contact and making everyone think I'm dead on the street or something....XD~


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littlekokeshi (23:32:19): what a dork
littlekokeshi (23:32:23): go read my fanfiction or something
littlekokeshi (23:32:30): Auto-reply: Reading/homework
weisskatzchen86 (23:32:34): hey i just created it!!!
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littlekokeshi (23:32:45): no... your username... what a dork...


T____T so mean!!!